WOAH! so sorry ivebeen busy with Exams that i just finished, Science and Social. I know i did better on the Social then the Science becuase my stronger point is Soical. I studdied more for Social anyways to prove a point to my social teacher that im much more smarter then she things. I think i finally did it.

So my friends are pressureing me into somthing I REALLY DONT wanna do. I dont really tell most people these kinda things but i can do some paranormal things and my one friend and my other have that abblities too well one i know dose the other im not sure, they wanna do a Paranormal State kinda thing and as much as Dak tells me i have to potential to get better and stuff, im not allowed. its a rule in my house that i am allowed to pratice, as long as it dosent rule my life. Im afraid that if i do this my mother will take everything away from me and say that im not focused in school. Is it so wrong to not do this and stay with what my parents say is best for me? he just wont understand since his mother is fully okay with this kinda stuff and aswell as his Uncle.

so onto somthing alittle more happier. Im finally getting my Vlad hoodie!!! after waiting since last Febuary for this thing its going to be comming in a few more days!!! HAPPY MEEEE!!!!! and i cut my hair (i do my own hair since im going  to be a wig stylist for COSPLAY!!) and i do need some pratice so i can fix my sora wig.

Otafest is comming up soon!!!! weeee im so excited since its close to my birthday and stuff. Although i still need a job. im looking almost everywhere for one. and that petstore i wanted to work at so badly hires at 16. Otafest will be over by the time i turn 16. :O I wanna work somwhere where its not greesy like a clothing store but the only ones that are close to where i live are, Atomic, Sullys, and....walmart. i could try SuperStore since there is a clothing department there but i  think i should go to walmart. THOUGHHHHH i dont agree with it really since its sweatshop stuff. but i do shop there from time to time. i think ill try there sometime this week.

Tomorow im excited! my boyfriend is comming over so we can watch a few movies since i kinda didnt want to go out to watch one WOOAHHHH im lazy XD. and then after that me and Suki are watching Boy's Love. Its a japanese Drama about two guys who fall inlove and apparently one gets killed so the other kills himself for him. SO SAD!!! but yeah even though its a monday night and we dont have  to work (we she dosent) im staying at her place.

anyways so i dont realy have anymore news so i might have to just leave. LATER TATERZ

HEY!!! so lately ive been like major busy between school work, and attempting to hang out with friends for alittle, i havent had much time to go on the computer. of couse i got my Ipod-touch but that dosent really help me when the internet is really slow.

last night i went over to my friend Mountany's house and she  and i watched the corpse bride, nightmare and happy tree friends. im not the biggest fan of it, in-fact i didnt feel well after watching 4 episodes. im sorry its not really my thing though i love her very much. :( I spent lots of time this week watching more than enough MAD TV and now i just cant stand sitting down watching that screen, so im planning on just going out for the rest of the day today.

christmas was fun, along with newyears. and then i finally finished the end of my route with my brother and his friend. i didnt like it at all. me and  my boyfriend hooked up agian and so far i think things are going pretty well, although my mom is alittl upset about him jumping on the couch at one point (like a pro-wrestler or whatever) and breaking the couch -///.////- no more coffee for him next time. :( its fixed now so theres no problem, i just fear for him when my mother sees him next.

anyways i have to get the rest of my homework done and post a new chapter of Infinaty Hearts. its on Vladimir tod. wanna check it out? its on DeviantArt. just look up: meersan 10 and the chapters are in my gallery.

-chao!

hey guys sorry i havent say anything lately, its because i just havent had the time lately.
Offically yesterday in my house was Yaoi-day! all i did all day was read Yaoi, eat some, talk to Krissy on the phone and RP KandR. Which by the way was yaoi aswell.

Its already 1:40 PM my time and i just finished doing papers, which i got at like 8 this morning. i really needed some cash so i asked my brother if i could take his last 2 weeks for papers. hopefully i can get some pretty good money.

Im sad that most of my friends are out of town for Christmas, and i dont even like it that much. Since my mother is WAY Religous we have to do as she says like go to church (although we havent gone for a few years now) and that kinda stuff. i dont like it because i see it as pointless to go out and  buy things for kids like that. My brother has a thing for begging for things to get while my parents have to pry it out of me. then i started a new tradition, myself and my mother have a few drinks beforethe party starts. were not having a party this years so im going to organize a Newyears party for myself and my friends since last year it was just me and Suki playing GH3 till the newyear and then falling alseep. 

im curently working on my Lavi Cosplay from D. Grey-man and i already made a mini version of my Hammer. i dont think i can go to otafest this year. my schooling isnt the best at the moment. but since its just kinda science thats my problem, ill get my marks up soon. and its almost over so that  shoudlnt be too hard to do.

anyways i have to get going to have another day of maybe doing nothing, although i think i might go to Tim Hortans if Krissy dosent wake up soon. we were sapose to be hanging out today but everytime i call either no one picks it up or her brother says shes sleeping still... im thinking that itsbecuase her Mac Book is so addicting XD

ill send picks of my cosplay soon when i get part of the hammer done. ^^

-Skyhigh

okay so its already monday, and i have a few more days to go!!! *squee* christmas break is almost here!  already i have gotten quite the few presents from my friends. its awesome and sad because i still need to do stuff for them too. i decided to actully show you guys my awesome presents which made me have a good day.

 <--- My friend Laura gave me this!(she cosplays as demyx, therefore i often call her that) ^^ i named him Sora, its a bit of an inside joke. If you've seen the Sora Show in youtube. you'll understand. episode 2 they discuss how to over throw orgy 13: quote on quote "it requires the following things: 8 hundred kilos of cheese, a fishing rode, in the dead of night, and a mamazet. the marmazet is the reason the cheese wont go off" i did i really good impression of it and myself, and between myself laura and kyo (who cosplays as axel) we made up somthing about me getting one and they actully did in the end. thanks!! *hugs*


 <---- my beloved Suki got me my fav anime manga!! D Grey-Man!!! vol 1 and 2!! i was so happy about this that i almost hugged her, but she hates being hugged so i got scared when she began to fight off my embrace LOL ouch jk jk.

  <--- you cant see it very well but that black square is now the love of my life. Serain got me a Nirvana disk and i was so happy.!! they are my fav band , it started when both me and Krissy were reading a fanfic of soraXriku and roxasXaxel called Boys. Roxas really liked Kurt in that story and soon enought i was inlove with kurt myself.!!

so i have to get going since its a school night and such and i still have to get some things done before i get to bed.

later taters!
-sky

okay so myself and krissy had a ton of fun today and last night, we stayed up untill at least 3 in the morning just RPing on her MacBook. oh i should totally post a snippit of  our story up. Its about two boys named Kolten Stefan Maxwell, and Réni Bennet. oh its a yaoi but so cute! So Krissy had to leave at about noon, and since i did Promise Suki that i would watch Narnia 2 with her. She just got her back molers pulled and i felt really bad. so i hiked a 15 minute walk threw -45'c weather, to her house. and back! well worth it in the end.

My mother is currently attempting to download music on her laptop... shes not doing so well. im trying to help her but she wont listen. its funyn becuase she has vista oh hers, much like mine, and she proclaims all her music to be video files, when really and as i explained to her: their not. they just open up on Windows Media Player and they have a visual just to look cool. you know the awesome rainbowish moving thing? yeah . -.-''  its like beating a dead horse.

At the moment im still strapped for money, and im trying to work on my fanfiction of Vladimir Tod: Infinaty Hearts. lots of people are actully faving it! it makes me proud to be a vampire lover, and to be a soon to be teacher.im trying to become an english teacher and a novleist. but i still need to get past the whole highschool thing -.-.

i have just this week left before i get to have my 2 week vacation!! im excited for Christmas, although like i said, i have no money and im still looking for a job so i can buy my friends things for it. i sapose ill give them late christmas presents since ill get a job soon hopefully.

im still trying to get my  Sora Cosplay ready. i need a good wig and i might have to style it or somthing myself. no fear! i rock at spiking hair. and i need the costume. but since im slimming down quite the bit, it might be in my own best interest to waite alittle longer till im down to a size im more comfy with. ^^ i dont like being a slightly bigger sora.

So ya this is like my first entry! cools. so thus far, i was cristmas shopping with my parents which wasnt the greatest experiance in my life. and im going to be hanging with krissy today. its awesome since im kinda all 'meh' about the shopping. Its been snowing pretty heavly for hte past day and a bit and now we have a crap load.
<-- isnt my puppy cute? his name is Teeka

kinda depressing if you ask me, because my shoes were litterly frozen from yesterday's treck to mac's store with krissy because we were bored and wanted to do somthing 'physical' so we bought a coffee for me and a hot chocolate for her. those coffees are somtimes better than the ones at starbucks and stuff, alothough if i had the choice and the money i would go to starbucks more since i really like some of their things.

Hopefully i can get Krissy to go down to the Festivel of Lights tonight since i really love going. but knowing us insted of getting the hot chocolate there we'll just bring some, alothough its AWESOME down there. And maybe since tomorow will be nicer, wel'll go sledding or somthing.

Im still upset that last night was another re-run of Grey's Anatomy. :( i missed last week for a band concert and apparently i was on scedual again since the week before was once agian a re-run. i thought that they would fix it or make another one but its sad. and they made the two girls brake up. apparently it was because they passed some kind of thing in the u.s.a against gays or somthing like that. and even //i// am upset about that. and krissy says that was why they got rid of ericka in the show. upsetting huh?